english nerd, toy collector, wannabe artist, addicted to coffee and character-driven media
this tumblr is mainly reblogs of social justice posts i find interesting or informative, as well as some funny comics and cute animals. occasionally my own thoughts.
its a background constant so i dont talk about it much but its p ridiculous that im denied access to life saving medical care like therapy, antidepressants, and hormones, n im forced to live with my abusive shitty family and depend on them for food and what healthcare i do get, just bc i dont have money. like. i need those things in order to hold down a job, ive literally only managed to stay employed while i was out of my house and on meds. so im just stuck in this limbo where i cant work but i cant afford to not work. ughhhh fuck capitalism so hard
i wish i had Internet Friends. dunno how that starts. maybe you have to be charming.
Google it if you don’t know what that is- you can make the decision on your own, or take various quizzes, or both.
I don’t know why I’m doing this…. maybe because my type (ISFP) is underrepresented usually among autistic surveys even though I don’t even believe in MBTI types that heavily. (Weirdly enough I’m far more confident about being an Enneagram Four than about being an MBTI anything. And I’m not that trusting in things like the Enneagram either. But the Four is like the story of my life, warts and all.)
j is like the core of my identity tbh. f is the core of my political identity
i really dont know if i can go on without hormones and top surgery much longer. i feel trapped in my body and i want to love it but i just cant. i hate it i hate it i want to cut myself out of it